currently obsessed with :
JJ FEILD & TOM HIDDLESTON
I want Mr. Tilney and Miles to fight over me.
nb : i tag football-related posts 'football'
I can spend almost an entire day without thinking about her and then all of a sudden every single second becomes unbearable
I can’t concentrate on anything but her, it’s horrible I haven’t done ANY work for uni in weeks, I feel like I’m completely disconnected from the world, and she treats me like shit, I’m trying to cut her off so that I can move on and all I can think about is how I’m not sure that’s fair to her and how it would hurt so much less to keep on hoping for now even if it’s for nothing
she’s inconsiderate, she’s selfish, she can’t take criticism, I can’t even talk to her anymore but letting her go hurts like a bitch. what’s up with that?
and it makes me SO angry to know that she doesn’t even give a shit, I’m torturing myself, even feeling sorry for her and I know SHE DOESN’T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING I’M GOING THROUGH
and I feel selfish for thinking about this because she doesn’t owe me anything, she doesn’t have to give a shit, but damn
waw i’m so drunk i accidentally blocked my own phone because i couldn’t remember my own pin code
and now i can’t remember my phone number
I don’t understand why getting over her is so hard, it feels like the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do and idek why.
I think I’m just gonna get drunk and finish catching up on hannibal
I need to keep busy but I can’t seem to start working
this is a nightmare
3700 followers, waw
I really don’t know what you’re all still doing here, but thank you <33
I want to meet someone else
I want to forget about her
I want to come out to my parents
I want to move on
I just booked tickets to see skylight with carey mulligan and bill nighy :3